If you're hearing this message, I am probably not here. Or I am furiously pressing every button I can because I forgot how this thing works. One of the two! Either way, I will get back to you...eventually.
Ah, no. I was thinking more like... bodyguard work. There's a lot of import-run firms cropping up lately and I was sort of offered the chance to apply for one.
[Joaquin raises a brow but continues to walk, not sure what to think of that strange inflection.]
Well, not as such. More like... I guess it was proposed, but not officially extended. Really I'm thinking I may just join one of those groups that offers it as an option. Like the Musketeers or the Dendarii.
Yeah. And besides, it would be easier on me, I think...
[He loses some of his smile.]
I've actually been thinking that maybe, maybe, if I moved back to something I was more comfortable doing as a job, then perhaps I could put my mind to use doing something better than just trying to improve that area of my life. Maybe I could improve other areas instead; grow in other ways. Research other things...
I guess I just realized that I was putting a lot of effort into studying for a job that I'm not really all that invested in. I mean, it was interesting, sure, but not something I'm passionate about. It would just be nice to learn more about... other people, or places, or ideas.
[A deep breath.] I found some things out about myself recently that I'm still trying to understand. I hope I can talk to you about it someday, but right now I don't want to confuse you about it. I'm confused enough as it is.
[Manolo gives a small, concerned frown. He resists the urge to ask for more details. At this point, prying would probably just do more harm than good.]
Well, if you ever need to talk, you know you can come to me at any time. Day or night, it doesn't matter.
Well I probably won't be bothering you if I actually think you're asleep. [Joaquin chuckles, glancing sideways at his friend. Manolo's sleeping habits were far from regular.]
Maybe someday when I get my head wrapped around... everything. Maybe I'll talk to my therapist about some stuff, do a little research, see how I feel in a month or so.
Hey, you don't have to worry about that! [He lightly nudges Joaquin's shoulders.] I've probably woken you up at least once since we arrived in this place. It's only fair!
[A quiet smile, and then Manolo adds:] Do whatever you need to do, though. I'll be here if you ever want to talk.
[As much as he wants to know what’s eating Joaquin, Manolo decides it’s best to let his friend come to him in his own time. The suggestion for ice cream is a welcomed one, and Manolo’s eyes light up. Ice cream whenever he wants is already a novelty, but the fact people sell it from a truck amazes him.]
That would be fantastic! What flavor will you try this time?
That is true. I'm grateful to my home country for what they have done for the imPorts. [Despite the threat of provoking the Russians, they still sheltered many of them during the occupation.] What did you have in mind?
I have spoken with the government about looking into having a group of us take on the responsibility of keeping us in the minds of the world. They've agreed.
The minds of the world... [He's trying to wrap his head around this. Give him a second, Francis. Before he arrived in Heropa, he spent most of his days in a small, dusty town.]
You mean in case us imPorts need other countries' help again, right? Would we be, like...making speeches, then?
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Date: 2016-04-09 10:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2016-04-09 11:13 am (UTC)Ah, no. I was thinking more like... bodyguard work. There's a lot of import-run firms cropping up lately and I was sort of offered the chance to apply for one.
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Date: 2016-04-09 11:42 pm (UTC)Someone made you an offer? That's great!
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Date: 2016-04-09 11:48 pm (UTC)Well, not as such. More like... I guess it was proposed, but not officially extended. Really I'm thinking I may just join one of those groups that offers it as an option. Like the Musketeers or the Dendarii.
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Date: 2016-04-10 12:03 am (UTC)[He loses some of his smile.]
I've actually been thinking that maybe, maybe, if I moved back to something I was more comfortable doing as a job, then perhaps I could put my mind to use doing something better than just trying to improve that area of my life. Maybe I could improve other areas instead; grow in other ways. Research other things...
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Date: 2016-04-10 12:06 am (UTC)[He looks over at Joaquin with curiosity.] What kinds of things were you thinking about?
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Date: 2016-04-11 01:32 am (UTC)I guess I just realized that I was putting a lot of effort into studying for a job that I'm not really all that invested in. I mean, it was interesting, sure, but not something I'm passionate about. It would just be nice to learn more about... other people, or places, or ideas.
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Date: 2016-04-12 01:04 am (UTC)[A deep breath.] I found some things out about myself recently that I'm still trying to understand. I hope I can talk to you about it someday, but right now I don't want to confuse you about it. I'm confused enough as it is.
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Date: 2016-04-12 10:04 pm (UTC)Well, if you ever need to talk, you know you can come to me at any time. Day or night, it doesn't matter.
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Date: 2016-04-12 10:17 pm (UTC)Maybe someday when I get my head wrapped around... everything. Maybe I'll talk to my therapist about some stuff, do a little research, see how I feel in a month or so.
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Date: 2016-04-12 10:41 pm (UTC)[A quiet smile, and then Manolo adds:] Do whatever you need to do, though. I'll be here if you ever want to talk.
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Date: 2016-04-12 11:01 pm (UTC)Hey, thanks, Manny. You're always there for me... How about we get an ice cream then head back?
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Date: 2016-04-13 03:51 am (UTC)Hey, anytime. You've been here for me too, so...
[As much as he wants to know what’s eating Joaquin, Manolo decides it’s best to let his friend come to him in his own time. The suggestion for ice cream is a welcomed one, and Manolo’s eyes light up. Ice cream whenever he wants is already a novelty, but the fact people sell it from a truck amazes him.]
That would be fantastic! What flavor will you try this time?
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Date: 2016-05-03 06:56 am (UTC)what a distinguished creature
truly a bird that would make his father proud!
how could i even hope to do such majesty justice?
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Date: 2016-05-06 01:48 pm (UTC)You mean in case us imPorts need other countries' help again, right? Would we be, like...making speeches, then?