Manolo Luis Sanchez Rivera (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
matadorable) wrote2015-10-03 02:23 pm
matadorable) wrote2015-10-03 02:23 pm
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If you're hearing this message, I am probably not here. Or I am furiously pressing every button I can because I forgot how this thing works. One of the two! Either way, I will get back to you...eventually.
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she makes my heart sing
so i think about ways to describe her
a lot
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u gonna marry her
yknow if at all possible
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i didnt want to force it though
i wanted to let her become settled here in heropa
before talking about those things
you know?
i mean
im dead back home
and we cant pretend otherwise
maybe that would only
make it harder on her
in the long run
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dude dont hold off on happiness because of the whole dead thing seriously
youre never gonna be happy otherwise
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i know
i just feel a little guilty
a lot of the pain shes gone through
back home and also here
its because of me
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sometimes you wonder if it'd be better if they could just forget you somehow, if that would make it easier on them.
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just like she didnt want me
to forget her when her father
sent her away to spain
when we were children
in my culture, it is important
to remember the dead
at the same time
i want dont want to stand
in the way of her finding lasting happiness
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or i dunno maybe its different if youre in love
you should def ask her if she wants to get married here tho
i mean if here is your only chance and HER only chance
you kind of owe it to both of you to try
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i am a better person than you wally
love does drive a man
to do things he wouldnt be
capable of doing otherwise though
this i strongly believe
youre right though
its not fair of me to make
these decisions for the both of us
i need to talk to her about it
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sing her that love song itll go great